Pain like no other

Thought no one could do it.

I am invincible so why does it feel like this?

My heart, a pin cushion with no pins but nails
Yes nails, it bleeds.

Bleeds cos I hurt you, I made you angry and me sad inside.
I destroyed the trust we had between us.

Should have kept it inside like mum told me so.
I couldn’t, I tried but I had to let go.

So I did it, I said it.
Why did I do it? I know you would never intentionally hurt me.
I guess I was full of emotion and I had to let you see.
How it destroyed me. I know I over reacted and now it all makes sense.

You are the best, better than I could dream.
You are my only desire.
You ignited my fire.

Feelings so muddled and so confused.
Why did I throw water on the flames.
Sorry! My heart complains.